Okay so I totally feel like deleting that post cause i have mood issues

but I'm not going to.

i feel i should keep it

but i guess i have a different point of view now

like that you just don't want to hurt me again?

maybe?

idk.

it makes sense now.

and i'm not mad.

And guess what tiv?

He was happy!

and he joked around!

And he was just the random funny kid i've always known

and i asked him if he was happy and he's like

"of course!"

maybe i've been unhappy

and now that i think about it,

i think i've just been less of myself

more boring

and uneventful

maybe it's both of us!

DARN PUBERTY!!!!!

DARN PMS!!!

haha

anyways

i'm happy now

and i had good phone convo with him

and he's happy,

so i'm happy.

Life is Phenomenal.

Be excellent to yourself!