Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Don't Fail Yourself

It hurts to disappoint others
when you don't do what is expected
When you fail the ones you love.

But I think it's almost ten times worse,
to fail yourself.
To let yourself go,
or to not reach a goal.
To hurt yourself,
or to be disappointed in something that you thought was going well.

To be so sure,
of something,
and when it does not work out,
boom,
crash,
bam,
it's just like a knife to the heart.
It really stinks,
ya know?

Monday, January 26, 2009

What Inspires You?

Live Young Die Fast

Live young
die fast.
No one,
will last.

So sit back and relax
enjoy the crash,
you're fading to black 
and you're gone.

Live young
die fast.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she lay's her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]



- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

Liv-yo Moments

Always there for me,
always cheerful when I need her.
And even when she's having a bad day,
Liv-yo is there.
And cracking jokes.

I remember when we were little,
and I would stay home sick.
Probably a sore throat.
And she would call,
as soon as she got home,
to make sure I was okay.
Deep panic in her voice,
and a sigh of relief when I told her I was fine.
(And a big hug the next day when I came back)

I remember trying to make ice cream out of whipped cream.
That honey lemon flavor?
Disgusting.
But her mom drank/ate it anyways.

We'd watch The Princess Bride
every single time I came over.
Which was probably  every other weekend.
I've almost memorized that movie.

We once watched the parent trap too, 
and that night,
I drank their whole gallon of milk.

We once came up with a whole presentation 
to convince her parents that she should have a turtle.
We tried to find the smallest one possible,
which, I believe, turned out to be some poisonous endangered one from Africa or something.
Oops.

I remember filming.
And filming non-stop.
"Buy it today! You won't have to pay... (much)"

We used to wash the cars.
I think it was to earn money.
But we had great times and always got soaked.

The only fight we've ever had,
was over a checkers game.
Maddy was helping Liv cheat.
And then she won.
And I got mad and walked away.

Then,
5 minutes later,
We all played.
I'm not sure how... but it worked.

And our 4th grade teacher loved us.
We were the first ones done with our state reports, and the only ones to go out to recess.
That was  a great recess.

Maurice used to hire us to do jobs for him.
I only remember eating his chocolate though...
sorry Maurice.

Liv-yo and I have had great times.
And so many countless times she haas been there to make me feel better.
I hope I have done the same for her.
Liv-yo,
your insanity keeps me sane.
(Almost)
thanks buddy=)
NOTYOUR NACHO!