When i am with you

i have a blast

and it is fun

you remind me so much of him,

but you are still unique 

and i love that

but when i am with you

it makes me miss him so much more

How do I tell you

how do i say,

it doesn't matter what they think

it's just us

and we want this

How do i say

that i would never ever think of doing something like that to you

i know all to well how it feels

i wouldn't do that

i know all to well how it stings

how do i tell you

i could never love another

ever

when i can't even find the right words

to tell you

how much i  love you

How do i say this

when my brain is crowded with thoughts

thoughts of you

how long i have waited for this,

for us,

how good it feels to be here

how can i tell you this

when i am so distracted

by your eyes, your lips, your hands

intertwined within mine

how can i find the words that are lost?

that words have not yet been found

The ones to be discovered

how do i do that,

when i can think nothing

but of you

For once i had trouble finding to the words to

let you know i was going nowhere

the words to soothe you

or to let you know

i need you

how to i tell you not to worry

when all i can think of are three little words

that have to tell you all of this

in three little words

is all i can think of

is not nearly enough

but all i can think

three little words

i 

love 

you...

and more

One Ordinary Night

A girl

just a girl

a boy

just a boy

just friends

cool ocean breeze

just a breeze

the moon

just the same moon that's there every night

the earth

just the earth that keeps turning

just a small town

an ordinary town

things

just things like they're supposed to be

and suddenly

everything changes

and it is not

one ordinary night

Yourself

It's almost as it we try to hard to be different

that we are really all the same

we are really not ourselves

we are different

but not

we like the same sports... talk about the same things

we try to hard

and especially us girls

we like to gossip,

talk,

some of us more than others

and lately,

i've been finding

that apart from my close girl friends

i have more fun joking 

and laughing 

with the guys

they are so much easier to get along with

(no i actually did NOT just realize this)

It's odd

But I finally understand

What happened

Karma

The Stereotype

It is such a nasty thing

To sort one

into a group

based on one judgement

She's a loser

He's gay

It makes me cringe to think of people that use these

i just can't

and honestly, I don't really care

We're all human,

we all have our differences

Why do we need to organize one more thing

Our race is strange,

how we need everything

to be organized

to be analyzed 

to be known

to be proven

why can't we just let it be?